Personal Expression

Expanding Life to its Limits

Sometimes we thought were just as tough as what we are; tougher than what we were, and doesn’t even needed the help of anyone around us like what were suppose to be. It hurts when we’ll just realize how hard it is to live all alone, without the people of whom we need at our side and it’s just a little too late grasping things all over again, to make things work the same, like what they were before. As we get older demands were increasing, pressures come across our lives, challenges becomes tougher ever than before; they may change us in such a way according on the way of how we deal with them. Time is just running too fast yet I’m making a slow move working on things up like tomorrow I’ll be able to pass that way again; it’s past and never it happened in the history; that history jumps itself to the present, not even in the future, but I have to accept the fact that it’ll only be a past itself remaining intangible from any possibility of alteration, but I could make a change of the future making difference of how my life would be and should not try hanging myself for those fortune teller out there telling us what our destiny would be; and like this quote “if they change their minds, the vision may change” from Twilight written by Stephenie Meyer, it only says one simple thing that our decision is still what would matter of what we will be for the future.

All the rest of my life I’ve spent time on knowing the algorithms of computers’ hardware and computer applications; and even tried making a new philosophy that technology is the only thing that would be making things work for the better of anyone living in a society; it’s a logic coming from a simple mind of despair like making an escape from the truth that there are more simpler things than these that may bring greater impact. Fearing of what I’ am is the greatest mistake that I had ever done in the 20 years of my existence. God had gave me the talent, the skill to be able to express myself in a way that is filled with a splendid wisdom and knowledge, yet I tried running away from it because I feared taking the risk of what was bestowed on me at hand. The world does not now only need a technology for them to use, they needed people; people of whom capable expressing the perception and awareness that brings life into life again; I feared that my insights were not as fare good as what others does; does I fear of getting frustrated of what others might say if I do express it in a manner like being one expert in the algorithm of survival.

There are many days I have had wasted by just not taking one opportunity and the other, there are many hard to sleep nights I have to spent because of my fear about what tomorrow would bring and saying that; that very next day wish that I may not be able to wake up and feel sorry for everyday or opportunity coming up. I always thought of my action as always a mistake, I always thought of all my decisions as nothing but a crop that should be rejected, not because I don’t have the knowledge nor because I can’t do it; but because I don’t have the strength bringing things by taking the jeopardy of it. I always fore look the negative effects and yet does not seem to see the negative results for the action that I do, I always choose to play safe and keep hiding, always make myself riding at the shoe of others it’s frustration right? Or somewhat stupid isn’t it? In the ride of life it’s not important how intelligent you are, nor how dominant your ancestor is; it’s not about grades, nor how trendy your name is in a place, but it’s about how you can prove yourself working for something that brings success and gives a great motivation to self, giving inspiration to others; no matter how other people view them, but what matters more is what brings you the authority to make that decision work.

Loneliness, frustration and fear are just simple mistakes that we may commit, but may bring about every negative thing in the world. Nobody in this world is made so perfect that may not need the help of others, nor becomes so excellent that does not able to face opposition from his or her decision and become so courageous that does not able to pass through hard decisions. Everything in this world comes with a choice, and it’s upon our own initiative of what to choose and what to take for our living. It’s not about the negativity and positivity of things, but how they would bring the change in our life; life is not all about destiny but it’s all about decisions of what to take and what we should just leave behind. The goodness of life is not just about the greatness of our decisions, but sometimes the simplest decisions brings much greater quality in life than the other. It’s not about who is so great in this world, but who is just stronger enough to face the challenges that life has to be bestowing upon us and how he would view it in his own way of knowing. Life is just short, and only comes once and after these nothing will follow anymore; and when our life have to fade on its own, the popularity, the dominance, and intelligence is not what will always be remain during the time of our moment, but on how we brought those opportunities and skills into work for the improvement of life allowing it to expand to the maximum of its limits.